Rose Weasley

That's it.

It's officially over. No more class, no more Hogwarts. All I have left to look forward to after tonight is my NEWT scores and my hopeful acceptance into St. Mungo's Healer program.

I wish all of you the best of luck. It was a great seven years.

( Private to Aaron Longbottom )

oh my god. I failed everything. I KNOW IT.


I think I am going to hurl.

I cannot believe it is almost all over. It's so... I don't know. Weird, I guess. I feel like time has just turned time from me from being an ickle firstie who was absolutely terrified of where she was being sorted to this seventh year who's about to take NEWTs and graduate. I keep telling myself not to panic, but I'm not listening... to myself. Merlin, I sound like a lunatic. I've literally lost my bloody mind.

I think I need a distraction. Before I end up in the Hospital Wing.

I am really pleased with how the Healer shadowing went, I know I'm a little late to talk about how it was. It went really well, though. I asked a lot of questions and found out a lot of what I needed to know. I have no doubts about it now, this is what I want to do and I very much hope that I get it.

Good game yesterday! And great job Ravenclaw! Woooooooo!

I'm really looking forward to the Healer job shadowing this week. I hope it goes well. Who else is going?

And, Happy Birthday Victoire!

Congrats, Ravenclaw!

You all did brilliantly!

This is just weird.

Something must've... triggered this.

I'm going to try to find out what.

I still think that telephones in Hogwarts are a really bizarre idea... I swear this morning, I saw one smoking and sparking a bit....

[PRIVATE TO THOSE WHO WERE INTERESTED IN THE N.E.W.T STUDY]

I was thinking we could have a first meeting next Monday after supper. Is that already for everyone? Furthest corner in the library where people won't bother us much.

Bring notes, books, whatever. If anyone needs help in a specific area, make sure to bring that up and we'll try to cover stuff like that. Oh, if anyone excel's in some particular subject maybe we can assign some tutoring if we deem it necessary.

Alright, dorky post over. Let me know what you all think.

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So... I was thinking...

Perhaps, in the next month or so, getting a group of anyone who's interested for a NEWT study team. I don't know about everyone else, but there are some things I'm not terribly good at and have trouble remembering and it may be for the best interest of everyone to get as many together as we can to try to share information. I'm not saying every day or anything. Just maybe a few meetings here and there before NEWTs come. I'm fairly good at Ancient Runes and Transfiguration, so I can offer a reasonably helpful hand in those.

Yeah, I know this is probably TOO early and I doubt many will be interested, but I know I would like to pass my exams and hopefully grab an internship or something when I leave Hogwarts. It's just an idea, so if anyone is interested let me know.

I smell PIE.

The play went well! I didn't even fudge up at all! Everyone else did really well, too. It was a lot of fun, despite the costume crisis and everything.

I can't believe there's another dance coming up. I haven't decided whether or not I'll stop by this one.

[Private to Hugo]

So... Emily, huh? Do mum and dad know yet? I was going to write them a letter and realized that I may not want to mention you or Emily just yet, in case you've not said anything.

[/Private]

Blue hair was not fun. It looked awful on me. I am so glad it's gone and I am quite happy about Ravenclaws win during Quidditch, sorry I didn't stay by the festivities for long, I had some things to get done.

[Private to Self]

So much to think about -- NEWTs, the play, Christmas... I didn't realize this stuff was so soon. What if I don't make it into Healing...? What if.... NO. I can't keep dwelling on this. I WILL do it.

I really wish I had a glass of Firewhiskey or something right now. I'm really not doing the 'having fun' thing I said I'd do this year.

[/Private]

I need some fresh air.

I'm glad to have missed the sneezing sickness going around. I must have one hell of an immune system... because even with all of the people and professor's sneezing around me, I have still managed to not contract it. Which is good, honestly, I don't think I could miss a class right now. Things have been a little slow in some, but NEWTs are getting closer and closer and I need to get prepared...

I was looking at a calendar recently, next Hogsmeade trip, I will have to get all of my Christmas shopping done... I should write down ideas -- I will gladly take suggestions, oh cousins of mine...

Good game to both Gryffindor and Slytherin I can't believe I watched that match. Quidditch makes my head hurt sometimes. I really hope Emily's alright. Sometimes, I am thankful that I am crap at flying, because I don't think I could ever manage to do some of the things you Quidditch players can.

What's with all of the 

Why is everyone calling each o  


Too much drama.

I got a part in the school play, though. I... was quite surprised. Didn't expect any part. I'm pleased, though. I should start practicing soon.

Harvest Dance costume complete. I hope I don't look TOO ridiculous.  It should be cool or bloody ridiculous. So, I guess I will be stopping by that when it rolls around I think. I will.

I was considering trying out for the fall play, since I'm trying out this "do new things" before I graduate, but now I'm unsure. I should make a decision on that. Sooner, rather than later. I just don't know.

Blech, school photos tomorrow.

[Private to Self]

Reminders to self:

Continue to have more fun, but don't be an idiot.

The library is NOT your home.

Send Owl to mother in hopes that she'll give me a few of her old NEWT notes.

[/private]

October. Already. Wow.

Halloween, the dance that I probably won't end up going to, yearbook photos please let me remember them this time, and one month closer to NEWTs.

Bloody hell, my head hurts.

[Private to Al]
How are you feeling after... all that? I think we drank too much. I can't believe I couldn't figure out the riddle... Thanks again for giving me a place to sleep! I think some of the other Slytherin's were confused as to why I was there... Still! It was fun! Thank you for dragging me out and getting me to be a little crazy.
[/private]

I... apologize to anyone I may have spoken to last night or this morning. I've no idea what I could have said or done... I don't remember much at all from when we got back. I just woke up in Al's common room, very confused, with people looking at me funny... It was out of character for me, so sorry!

Back to bed, I go.

Hm. Interesting new slambook topic. I've yet to read it, but at least it's something nice.

Well, I think I'm putting off the rest of my homework until tomorrow. It's my birthday, I should have a little freedom and fun, right?

Oh Hogwarts.
We have not even been here for an entire two weeks yet, and there is already defacing of property and extremely loud noises. Why am I not surprised...

Well, I'll be waiting not very anxiously, let me tell you to see what happens next.

Homework, revision, study. Homework, revision, study. That's what I've been doing. I should probably just be detained in the library at this rate. Or maybe I should be going to have fun, since this is my-- Maybe I should party some-- Maybe I should loosen up--

Maybe I should be having more fun, since this is my last year.

My birthday is in nine days and--